Pearlynn Yang
31May1990

a year before, the flower was beautiful and alive.
now it's all dry.
hugging the white bear, i think about the orange one.
do you still remember?
still in search for the correct one, i wonder if the right one have found a new one.
these weird dreams i have, they hit me really hard sometimes.
what went wrong?
life's a chore.
if only life can help me quit it like how i helped u quit that chore u had.
sometimes even lying down in bed and staring at the ceiling makes me want to scream out so loud.
do you understand?
etched deep in my heart and mind is your million dollar smile, but still i would continue
to walk the miles.
and still, every night i pray, always for you to have a perfect day.
congratulations for making a name for yourself?


Love always,
Pearlynn
With Love,
Pearlynn

NAME : YANG LING PEARLYNN	STUDENT NO. : 10049972E
COURSE : HEALTH SCIENCES (NURSING)	NRIC/FIN : S9017817B
CURRENT SEMESTER CREDIT UNITS OBTAINED : 26.5000	DATE OF EXAM : AUG 2007
CURRENT SEMESTER GRADE POINT AVERAGE : 3.9245	SEMESTER OF STUDY : 01

MODULE	CREDIT UNIT		GRADE	ATTEMPT	REMARKS
ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY 1	5.00		AD	1
COMMUNICATION IN NURSING PRACTICE	2.00		B	1
CREATIVE & INNOV THINKING SKIL	2.00		A	1
FUNDAMENTALS OF NURSING 1	4.00		AD	1
MICROBIOLOGY & INFECTION CONTROL	3.50		A	1
NURSING SKILL LABORATORY 1.1	6.00		AD	1
PSYCHOLOGY AND SOCIOLOGY 1	4.00		AD	1

RESULT : Passed

am i happy?
With Love,
Pearlynn

im suffering for insomnia and got to dream land at about 5+(i think) only,
and then i woke up at 12pm this afternoon.
could have gotten up earlier but i swore i was having the sweetest dream in my life.
so i kinda forced myself to sleep longer.
i dreamt of someone and i together again.
happily.

ok so thanks to my anxiety for results which is coming out in like 9 hours, i'm suffering from lack of sleep with a splitting headache.
so pearlynn yang went to the market yesterday morning to get ingredients for making ondeh ondeh.
had this random cravings to eat that.
i officially state now, that i have little intelligence of getting things from the market.
i stood in front of the stall for like a minute and stared at the auntie thn finally told her that i want some grated coconut
i went to the ntuc nearby to get the rest of the ingredients.
so the job was pretty tedious.
the dough was super soft and keep breaking so i had to like be extra super duper careful.
but results were good
mom says it's better than those commercial ones.
went out in the afternoon to 'study' and bought some ondeh ondeh from bengawan solo.
and yeah i think mine's better:D

im preparing dinner on saturday
we'll have sausage&cheese stuffed mushrooms, my all-so-cheesy lasagna, some tortilla roll-ups and hopefully parfaits for dessert!


i should have gone to cooking school.
With Love,
Pearlynn

so i havent updated for about a week or two.
a lot of things happened.like many many things.
quarrels, fights, tears, HEART-shaped bruises(i dont know how but seriously it was damn pain i know), sleepless nights, followed by baking and cooking and more baking.
cookies, cakes, pasta, etc.
cooking is a good way to relieve stress.
and i think i've got some issues going on.

so i've been thinking and now i finally know where i stand, which is actually no where at all.
With Love,
Pearlynn