Pearlynn Yang
31May1990

38 rounds outside the sports hall isn't a joke.
yesterday's training was super wacky alright.
about 7.6km in total?
it's like 2 x campus run + 1 round of track.
absurd.
pearlynn wouldnt run if she did her math before running.

im tired
im sleepy
im cold
im bitchy

just keep pushing myself.
right.
With Love,
Pearlynn

i bought the stick, i was broke.
i received the letter, im richer by $150-$125-$2.80.
so i finally received the money for attachment at ttsh rehab.

woke up at 515 this morning just to have breakfast and send gabrielyang back to camp.
(im a nice sister)
prata at jalan kayu was breakfast for us.
i laosai-ed 4 times after that.
(the first time was 20minutes after i finish eating?)
but i feel fats growing in me.
and i still feel so bloated.
un-cool.
maybe i would go running later if i can complete my work.

oh i havent said.
we ran campus run during training last wednesday and like omg pearlynn actually pushed somebody to continue running!
&surprisingly she didnt feel tired after the run.
she ate steriods?
hahahah

im finally finishing my SAWI(wee) project already.
Little India.
a brochure for the description.
and a whole load of crap for reflective essay.
i dont understand why we need to do this in nursing.
out-of-point.

anyway,
HOLIDAYS ARE APPROACHING= EXAMS ARE APPROACHING SOONER
then,
it would be attachment and school reopens again.
(&it would be 'merry christmas and happy holidays attachment' for me)

je ne comprends pas...

WHAT A SAD LIFE
With Love,
Pearlynn

it is the first time in my life that i received this type of paper?
(i think it would be my last too)
but im not giving it to my mom.
not that i dont want her to go,
but i think i might not be attending it.


study study & study for test test test & test
With Love,
Pearlynn

call me stupid call me crazy
but all these dreams i had, they were beautiful.

im happy with the results of the 2 tests that i just completed:D
18/20 for pharmocology -cos they screwed up one question and im going to fight for my marks on mon
20/20 for nsl:D:D

now im going to chiong for sawi proj and aap contents!!!
With Love,
Pearlynn

everything is just so wrong when you're tired.
you eat more,
you become more nervy,
you feel so guilty and bad about everything
about not studying enough
about wasting time sleeping
about eating so much when you need food to keep you awake.
plus all the random headaches and stiff neck.
it's so miserable.
project would be due in 3 weeks time.
exams in 4 weeks time.
i so need to train more too.
i need more time.
i need more cash.
i need some love(or maybe not).
With Love,
Pearlynn

my 'evening only' strap is spoiled.
im so sad that i can finish a whole tub of ice cream.
just imagine how guilty and sad i would feel if i really did finish the whole tub of ice cream.
i would just kill myself.
really.
With Love,
Pearlynn