Sunday, August 31, 2008
my thoughts:
im really scared.
im really scared of the trip.
im really scared of the unexpected.
im really scared of what would happen there.
im really scared of leaving mommy home alone for two weeks minus weekends where kor would be home.
im really scared that if i really do not get any reception for my phone there, i cant call home to check on her.
im scared that i might suffer from an infection from the blister which i smartly went to cut the skin out. and it's sick and it's so sore.
i should have gotten my own travel insurance, damn.
i should really learn how to deal and expect the unexpected better.
i cannot really imagine that if im really going overseas to get my degree, how would i survive?
oh well. let's leave it to fate to decide how the trip should be.
with the earthquake that striked china yesterday and all.
161km away from where i would be going.
i cant say that it's very near there but it isn't too far either.
ah. my tummy's churning.lolsss
oh, insecurities?
oh, home sick.
oh, loved ones.
oh, GOSH!
im going to re-pack my bag now.
ELYSIA CHAN:
ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS.I LOVE YOU.
CHEN ZHIHAO:
ALL THE BEST FOR PRELIMS.
people:
wish me Bon Voyage.
TCHAO!
Je t'aime.
anyway, someone asked me if im an independent girl.
the question kind of caught me off guard.
i thought about it, and i replied:
i think i am when i need to be. but most of the time, i'm not.
right, so now.
for the next two weeks, all i have to do is to appear strong.
stronger than usual!
With Love,
Pearlynn
at 3:50 PM
